To my surprise, I figured that since school was over and done, I would be less tired and more energetic. wrong! I been very tired, not to mention I even got sick this week with a sore throat and nasal congestion. Looking for a job to just start paying bills, I have had no success thus far. I feel like a rather pathetic college graduate, living with my adopted parents with no job but I did just graduate so I guess I can give myself a little bit more credit than I am.
Sometimes I just feel like I don't draw or sketch enough in a day. I soak up and save images day in and day out but I don't draw as much as I feel I want to. I have no real reason except from my own lazyness and worry of everyday issues. Fear. It's always stopping someone from something and sometimes it's a valid reason. My reason is not valid. I do not approve of my own mentality. That should be my New Years resolution but how many people say "My New Year's resolution is to change my mentality"? I would be the first that I know of but it's not a bad idea.
